Its getting close to my favorite time of the year! H A L L O W E E N!!!! I love Halloween! I wanted to post these picture of Jaycee hair from last Halloween. We did her hair like this for school last year! I love getting her ready for school on Halloween. It's so fun to do her hair and pick out the kids cute Halloween shirts. This year we have decided to tie-dye some halloween shirts. Found a really cute idea in a Halloween Magazine I bought. I will have to post the directions and share in a few weeks! Really cute! I am just getting really excited for Halloween!

Jaxen and I were extremly bored yesterday. I also felt horrible because I was on the phone all day getting my health insurance figured out. I decided to put everything aside and take him

to the park to play! He had fun! Here are some cute pictures I took of him playing. Also please look at his shirt- this is his FAVORITE shirt! I sometimes have to hide it so he wont wear it everyday! He is too cute and growing up way too fast!

I have been extremly stressed lately! It is controlling my life and I dont know how to deal with the stress i am experiencing! I have to get out of this rut I am in! I want to be happy and not misreable...but at this time in my life I am wondering if "Happy" exist! My job has made me pretty unhappy and stressed for many years. I dream of the day that I can quit that job. I have been applying for many jobs, and have thought of maybe quitting. Quitting and staying home with the kids for a couple years would mean, no eating out, no luxury vehicle, and no growth for myself. I work part-time for a reason...I dont want to lose myself! Its easy to do that being a mom of three kids and being a wife. I often tend to forget about myself...not that i am complaining, I have no problem with it. It often hits me though when i get a moment to myself then I start thinking, o man my hair needs to be done, my eyebrows waxed and maybe replace the holy underwear and the bra that falling apart. Wow this post has kinda went off track from being extremly stressed to talking about holes in my underwear! The point is I like working part-time but really need to make a decision if the stressful environment is really worth it! I personally would rather eat top ramen for a few years and drive around the ford focus with 100, 000 miles on it then have to keep being a misreable stress mess!!!!!

Jake new Indian Bow!
Jake and Dad shooting the new Indian Bow!

Jake opening Presents

Jaycee and my Nephew Colton and our cute neighbors Porter and Bodee!

Jake and Dad! Jake blowing out his candles

My cute little nephew Kaden.

Cute kids!

This is Jake when he walked in the house for his SURPRISE!

Happy Birthday Eagle Boy Jake!

Saturday we had a Surprise Birthday party for Jacob! He was so surprised, and he had no idea! I felt horrible because i had to make him think that we were not going to do a birthday party. I told him we were too busy. On his birthday Jeff was out of town and I had to work all day. I told him that we would do something the following week. This weekend Jeff took him too Jaycee's soccer game while I was getting his Indian Birthday party ready. We invited all his close friends and family. We hid behind the couch and when he came in we yelled Surprise. It scared him a little he threw his hands up in the air and jumped. He told me over and over thank you for the party. Jeff and I ordered him a authentic Cherokee bow and arrow off of ebay. Comes with a card of the Indians name that made it. He was very excited when he opened up this present. I loved watching him so happy! We made indian hats and painted the kids faces. We played a game and ate pizza. We then sang to him and he blew out the candles. It was a very fun day! I love you Jake! You are the best kid a mom could ask for! Enjoy being 8 yrs old buddy! Love you!

These are some more blocks that I made today! I love skeletons for Halloween!

Yesterday I made these cute blocks for Halloween! I have been wanting to start a little online craft botique and sell my stuff. Yesterday Jeff cut me out about 35 blocks to start my new idea! These are just one of many sets I have created! They measure 10x12! Big Blocks! They can sit on a shelf/fire place mantel or hung on the wall. Excited to get some others done and start posting and selling.

Today was Jaxen's first day of preschool! He was so excited and had a blast! I on the other hand was a little sad today! Jax is the Last, the baby and he is growing up way too fast! Today I thought "I dont even know who i am! I dont know what to do with free time!' Just look at how cute Jax is! I missed him today! However I am excited to watch him learn and grow! Mixed emotions! Love you bud!